Wednesday, December 26, 2007

again...

everytime people try to hide it...
i will know it...

i just know a little too much of things...
well...

thats my life...
and i hate it.

Posted at
12:28 PM
My life.
Lib's life.
Pika~!

xmas?

xmas?
boring...
nth but work...

sainz...
just damn bored...

well...
thats my life...
walking the path alone...

hmm...
friends sometime ain't that great...
living in this world alone is better...

bond? what for...

Posted at
12:24 PM
My life.
Lib's life.
Pika~!

Friday, December 21, 2007

life sux.

life jus sux.
nv be better...

i endured enuf.

Posted at
10:29 PM
My life.
Lib's life.
Pika~!

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

on... off...

just on it...
and off it...

being on and off...
just like that...

world.
death.
nothing.
empty.

see ya.

Posted at
6:32 AM
My life.
Lib's life.
Pika~!

Monday, December 17, 2007

give up...

jus give everything up...
i dun freaking care about anything anymore...

Posted at
7:05 PM
My life.
Lib's life.
Pika~!

Negative...

Why do i always view things negatively?
Why does no one has the same view on this world as me?
Why am i always the only one who think things this ways?
Why do i trust no one?

Why am i always the one who thought of such things?

Why me?

Posted at
1:51 AM
My life.
Lib's life.
Pika~!

Sunday, December 16, 2007

tired... with everything...

tired...
i am just tired in everything in life...

hells...
i am tired with singles club already...
yea...
i am...
there will forever no people go visit there one...

yea...
our member there are mostly just for show...
they can post in other places and not in SC...

i am just tired with everything...
could this world just end?

Posted at
11:24 PM
My life.
Lib's life.
Pika~!

Saturday, December 15, 2007

tired with my blogskin again

Yea i am tired with it again...
time to change a new one...
but...
haiz...

i am lazy also lol...
well...
my tools on html are all in my other spoil com...
haiz...
my hardwork of many many many days...
will it stay?
or will it be gone...

dunno...
well...

I can always do a new one!
haha

see ya~

Posted at
6:29 AM
My life.
Lib's life.
Pika~!

Friday, December 14, 2007

My life. Alone.

What are friends for?
crap...
Yea...
friends share you trouble and worries...
and create even more trouble and worries for you...

Do we even need friends in life?
wtf are friends really for?

seriously...
i rather go back to my old lifestyle...
which i only have to worry about myself...
at most, plus her...

i am kind of tired of what i have...
tired...
i am always tired... of everything...
i a just...
tired of living in this world...

couldn't the world just end faster?
how i which japanese came to singapore again and bomb me right at my face...
darn...

life just couldn't be any better...
the light... is reaching darkness soon...
freak...

why do i fking live in this world for?
could i just die and ends everything?
afterlife? i don't believe in such things...

and on the other hand...
i fear dieing...
i fear that i will die without know why i even life...
death... something that all of us can't escape...
the world is empty.
Yup.
empty...

why does no one ever have the same view as me on this world...
i am always the only who feel it...
sadly...
ignorance is bliss...

Posted at
1:31 AM
My life.
Lib's life.
Pika~!

Thursday, December 13, 2007

wha chio bu >.<"

Wha someone go reborn hair wor...
and dyed sommore...
become more and more chio liao >.<"
haha
well still a tuupig anyway lol


tuesday...
again... work like mad...
rui ting call me to go there early to work...
then after i still kena extent...
darn tired...

wednesday...
haiz i dun to say much...

til then...

thurdays morning...
now at home...
darn bored...
who wanna go out to pool or lan or whatever?

Posted at
1:01 PM
My life.
Lib's life.
Pika~!

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

monday...

went to go play pool with collin at close to parklane there...
wha didnt know beside parklane got pool so freaking cheap...
to think park lane is my lao di fang >.<"

well... quite fun...
i wont him every match!! haha >.<"

hmm then we go gai gai -.-"
lol he just love music man...
every shop we go into is music shop... piano... guitar... CDs for music...
lol one after another...

then after that i go play lan myself >.<"
i trash Noobs >.<"
not bully wor...
i go play CS with them then top frag like siao...
my frag like 4 time more then the second top guy lol...
100++ keke >.<"
well... Artic map! of course lah lol... me is forever sniper lover >.<"

then go find jazreel the zhu mei mei ^^
and...
skip the part lah lol
she is just so stupid... ^^

went to arcade after that...
tmd...
I QUIT ARCADE!!! I WONT WANNA PLAY AGAIN!
gees... i use to play til 3rd stage for tc2...
1st stage no damage til 2nd stage boss then got some damage...
but now :roll:
tmd...
I QUIT!
lol

Tuesday...
Work Work Work...
darn no crew lol...
and rui ting... lol you go where and *ehem* i also found you lol...

Posted at
6:27 AM
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Lib's life.
Pika~!

sad...

i feel sad...
after seeing my friends being so stupid... doing stupid things...
and i can't do anything to help them...
haiz...

wish that stupid friend of mine luck in finding the light...
lib.

Posted at
6:25 AM
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Lib's life.
Pika~!

Sunday, December 09, 2007

fk the rain

knn it just spoil my mood man dammit i want to go out also cannot fk this may be my last time i am so free able to go out and knn it just fucking rain ccb lah cant you bloody hell just let me enjoy for one last day huh ccb man...

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1:22 PM
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Lib's life.
Pika~!

Saturday, December 08, 2007

Mood...

Haiz... i am always controlled by my mood...
What can i do?
hmm...
this sunday finally can see my SC family liao >.<"
so long no meet le kind of miss them haha
well... not all will be going...
only ah gong and and lao shi nia...

just now at work was just slacking all the way lol...
stupid rui ting gib me lolipop again! lol
well...
i took it also >.<"
kk lolipops are good for health! keke >.<"

tonight working at 11pm... til 5am... sainz...
yawn~
haiz...
holidays life is just damn busy!
and meaningless...
other kids have their nice gatherings and play together...
well me leh?
everyday stick to the stupid mac and work and do nothing else...
i am just wasting my precious live in mac!
haiz what can i do again?



I again tried very hard to wear that masked...
I just put it down for one days and people start to dislike...
Again i ask myself...
What is life for?
To live for myself? Or for others?
Well...
I always couldn't find a confirm answer...
Failure... I'm just a failure...
What the use of knowing so much?
What is the use of having a own philosophy about life?
Haiz...
Ignorance is good...


Posted at
8:04 AM
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Lib's life.
Pika~!

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

the past 5 day...

hmm... what else other then work and work?
haiz...

monday...
yan hong not here liao...
then left me and chee ming and marwan doing mds...
wha freaking lots of order...
machiam unlimited de...
darn tired...

tuesday...
fk today marwan and chee ming also no work all i pack alone...
from i start work til i end work order come in non stop... knn...
worst i packing alone...
the whole morning only got 100 order plus when i start work...
within 4 hours i do like 70+ order liao...
tmd...

today... off
stay at home rot.

Posted at
6:22 PM
My life.
Lib's life.
Pika~!