Friday, November 30, 2007

i know things a little too much...

i just know it...
it just come to me...
you guys can't hide from me...

well... still, living life alone is better then with anyone else...
lol
what's wrong alone?

i tend to hate it...
i seems to know how other people feel... a little too much...
i seems to understand... a little too much...
i seems to love thinking... a little too much...

Posted at
9:55 PM
My life.
Lib's life.
Pika~!

great... just great...

i just love it...
try challenging me? try to save your pride? i'll just crush your pride down...
don't challenge me dude... you can't win me fker... just get outta my sight...
you are a sore to me... fker...
you can't win me in anything... absolute NOTHING! again... just fk off...
fking sissy after losing to me crying is the corner... lol wtf...
that's why i just love to crush those people who wanna to save their own faces and act 'big'... knn hells...
not happy? i will be always here waiting for you... buay song lai 1 on 1 lah knn fker ccb...
stop challenging me... you nv win... i am tired of entertaining weaklings like you... fk off...

Posted at
9:50 PM
My life.
Lib's life.
Pika~!

Thursday, November 29, 2007

sick...

Well i am sick again...
nice one eh?
fk
i just hate to be sick...
How am i gonna go work in this state?
fk up... just fk up...
can't i sick earlier?

fk up...

Well...
Mood has been up and down quickly...
darn quickly...
and my 'ups' doesn't last long...

SC haven't been of much activities...
tmd...
i not around then like this...
all the people gone liao...
even those normally come de people also not here...
wtf...
well... i dun really care much already...
Who cares?
It is just something over the internet...

This life just sux...
I am really tired of living...
I am tired of forcing myself to say that this world is a nice place...
I am tired ti pursue whatever dreams or aim i have...
I am just tired...
Could everything just end?

dam...
Life contains both positive and negative...
Either ones life is positive at some point, or negative at other point...
Can't it just be neutral? Huh?
Tired... Just tired of such life...

What can i do?
People see things and will just say, "This is life... Face it..."
Fk you, if life is just suffering why bother to live it?

Posted at
8:32 AM
My life.
Lib's life.
Pika~!

Sunday, November 25, 2007

Loads and loads of things...

Well...
I dunno where the hell i stop and where the hell to start talking...
and...
i dun even remember what happen liao...
so...
should i just skip?

nvm...
i think i 2 weeks no post liao rite? lol

then let's start from the previous previous week...
was working almost everyday... no time to post...
well... nm happen...
just that very tired everyday...

previous week...
take a week off just for my npcc camp...
monday, camp prep
started quite well...
until pulling the rob ob... tmd the rope so slack lor... well cant blame lag of manpower wor...
haiz...
then i dunno kena bitten by what fei fei...
it have very very deep pain in my hand innitially but then after that my hanf got numb...
well nm also lah lol

tuesday...
err... what the hell happen on this day? i think i sleep for the whole day... -.-"
then in the night whole night didnt sleep cus play runescape with seoti and funniegal... haha

wednesday,tuesday,friday, CAMP!
after the runescape i went to camp liao...
morning the NCO de hair all kena cut lol...
night time got bbq... ^^ so shiock sia lol...
after that got night walk... cadets are to blindfold and walk with an NCO...
lol then i keep throwing water bombs at them and pour flour on them... jus damn fun! lol...
then after bbq got left over a lot of food the cadets sleep liao me and those NCO all take mass tin then start our cooking >.<"
sleep for 2 hours...

second day got rope ob...
then i do the verticle rope pull a lot of times until hand pain... -.-"
got campfire on the second day i i sleep thruout -.-"
then the treasure hunt i also sleep lol...
then i that day NCO all sleep i do sentry duty alone for the whole night... lol
jia jia sleep til damn song in np room... sommore the last one to wake up...

third day
lazy to write liao lah lol...

bye bye

Posted at
9:25 PM
My life.
Lib's life.
Pika~!

Monday, November 12, 2007

Beautiful girl...

You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do your dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over

Verse 1:
See it started at the park
Used to chill at the dark
Oh when you took my heart
That's when we fell apart
Coz we both thought
That love lasts forever (lasts forever)
They say we're too young
To get ourselves sprung
Oh we didn't care
We made it very clear
And they also said
That we couldn't last together (last together)

Refrain:
See it's very define, girl
One of a kind
But you mush up my mind
You walk to get declined
Oh Lord...
My baby is driving me crazy

Chorus:
You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do your dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over

Verse 2:
It was back in '99
Watchin' movies all the time
Oh when I went away
For doin' my first crime
And I never thought
That we was gonna see each other (see each other)
And then I came out
Mami moved me down South
Oh I'm with my girl
Who I thought was my world
It came out to be
That she wasn't the girl for me (girl for me)

Refrain:
See it's very define, girl
One of a kind
But you mush up my mind
You walk to get declined
Oh Lord...
My baby is driving me crazy

Chorus:
You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do your dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over

Verse 3:
Now we're fussin'
And now we're fightin'
Please tell me why
I'm feelin' slightin'
And I don't know
How to make it better (make it better)
You're datin' other guys
You're tellin' me lies
Oh I can't believe
What I'm seein' with my eyes
I'm losin' my mind
And I don't think it's clever (think it's clever)

You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal, suicidal...


Gosh this song keep lingering in my mind... -.-"
lol been singing this song again and again for a lot of time liao...
because of natalie lor!
and and stella!!
and and and JEREMY!!
lol ^^

Posted at
9:21 AM
My life.
Lib's life.
Pika~!

Saturday, November 10, 2007

Leave me alone...

I am tired...
Real tired...
Why do i always fking care about how other people feel?
No... I don't need anyone to live my life...
yes, i would rather live ALONE!

Fk up...
no man... this isn't the life i want!
WTF IS WRONG?!?!?!?

there seems to be no reason for my to live on..
i couldn't find a reason...
i couldn't...

Lord...
I want to live with a reason...
I'm tired...
real tired...
i just couldn't, find that reason...

Posted at
5:13 PM
My life.
Lib's life.
Pika~!

Am i a heartless freak?

Why?
Why i just don't have the love for my family?
Why?
Am i a heartless freak?

Gosh... Am i even a normal human?
It's just so unbelieveable that i don't really have that much love for my own family...
It's scary...

Ohh my... Am i a person a bit too little with emotions?
Or am i a person who just couldn't control my emotions?

Gosh... Is this even me?

Posted at
5:09 AM
My life.
Lib's life.
Pika~!

Friday, November 09, 2007

busy~

Wha soo damn busy man these few days...
don't even have time to post blog...
ma de... -.-"

hmm...
wednesday?
went to captains ball competition...
at tampines...-.-" nice distance rite?

well...
quite worth it...
Total pwnage.
We won every single match wor~
haha
get the championship~
there was to competition going on...
leadge and knock out match...
for the leadge, we won... winnning each and every single match, and getting the highest score... 30+ i think?
and the second was just 10+ nia...
see our difference? haha we are almost half the second team score...
after leadge, knock out match le...

knock out math is played whereby a team will be kick out immidiatle after losing a single game...
the first team we played with gave up when they heard they are going against us lol...
second was quite good,
and third team we played with was a close one ^^... 8:7 ^^

went home, then went to mac immediately liao... freaking pain whole body... then sun burn sommore... stupid yan xia keep calling me red pig -.-"

thurday...
went to work at 10:30pm...
before going, went to find chrysanta then go mac together...
she say wanna work back wor... (hmm who knows what might happen? haha)
well today little crew nia...
work til just now then came home... rui ting still let me go home early haha...
not tired today... just that i am suffering like hell... cus my whole body pain...
zzz

later gonna go stupid school again... tmd... left with a few hours to sleep nia... knn...
well... should i not go? haha
anyway, bye~ time to sleep...

Posted at
7:00 AM
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Lib's life.
Pika~!

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO

ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE

DON'T THINK OF FUN OR SLACKING DON'T THINK OF FUN OR SLACKING
DON'T THINK OF FUN OR SLACKING DON'T THINK OF FUN OR SLACKING
DON'T THINK OF FUN OR SLACKING DON'T THINK OF FUN OR SLACKING
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DON'T THINK OF FUN OR SLACKING DON'T THINK OF FUN OR SLACKING
DON'T THINK OF FUN OR SLACKING DON'T THINK OF FUN OR SLACKING
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DON'T THINK OF FUN OR SLACKING DON'T THINK OF FUN OR SLACKING
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DON'T THINK OF FUN OR SLACKING DON'T THINK OF FUN OR SLACKING
DON'T THINK OF FUN OR SLACKING DON'T THINK OF FUN OR SLACKING
DON'T THINK OF FUN OR SLACKING DON'T THINK OF FUN OR SLACKING
DON'T THINK OF FUN OR SLACKING DON'T THINK OF FUN OR SLACKING

ENDURE YOU TUPIG PIKA!!!

*sigh*
Alright.
Haha

^^
Cheers for tml~
Don't put our hope so much... not need get championship for tml...
Just win 6 match out of 6 match can liao ^^
err... Who cares... it the same haha!

Posted at
4:48 PM
My life.
Lib's life.
Pika~!

Hells has come...

Well...
It has already started...

Hells...

My no life life...
Just a word that keep me going,
Endure.

Yup.
Endure lib... ENDURE!

Posted at
11:17 AM
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Lib's life.
Pika~!

Monday, November 05, 2007

Sunday

Liddat lor...
wake up, eat dinner, surf sgf, sleep again...
k i know i am pig...

life started to become bored liao...
this is the bored period...

bored.

sayonara~

Posted at
2:22 PM
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Lib's life.
Pika~!

Sunday, November 04, 2007

Lan outing,

Well...
Things were totally expected.

Suppose to meet at 1:30pm, all reach around 2pm.
haha actually is meet at 2 de but i tell them 1:30...
Cus confirm alot late... haha

went to lan,play our game, watch movie... went to the i forget what it call and they play monopoly there... lame lor...
haha i didnt play...
pretty bored... lol

then stella, me and seoti went to eat...
then go seoti house,
then post this de...
hmm stella went home le...

hmm.. 6:30am plus now..think it's about time for me to go too...
haha

lib.

Posted at
6:31 AM
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Lib's life.
Pika~!

Saturday, November 03, 2007

O.O

Friday Midnite.
Actually wanna go mac find rui ting de...
But i fell asleep.
-.-"

lol

anyway sleep until just now...
went forum, no people again.
nvm hack care liao...

later got outing...
I doubt some are even awake.
again, just hack care...

anyway, sayonara.
life sux.

Posted at
11:46 AM
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Lib's life.
Pika~!

Friday, November 02, 2007

No. Yes.

No.
I don't really enjoy being with loads of people.
No.
They aren't me real group of friends.

Yes.
I will rather continue living me this life alone.
Yes.
I doesn't belong to there.
Yes.
I will continue to look for True Friends.
Yes.
They may nv come.
Yes.
I may rather live alone all the way.
Yes.
This is the real me.

Posted at
8:25 PM
My life.
Lib's life.
Pika~!

Friday.

Friday.
Today.

Went out to eat pizza with rui ting cus he owe me a meal.
yan hong was with us...
blardy hell i just ate my lunch then call me go eat...

ok then chat chat chat gossip gossip gossip... lol
then after that went to play arcade...
we reach the arcade at 3:54 and rui ting was working at 4pm haha...
lol

after awhile he leave liao...
then me and yan hong continue to play...

then we actually want to go lot 1 de pool de...
but just found out that it was closed...
ma de...

then went to bukit timah to play...
haha she first time play wor...
omg...

well after that then went to mac... yan hong went home to change into uniform...
i went to mac myself first...
rui ting the start his "lecture" to me... talking about my CL thingy lah...
then went home...

was quite a fun day...
well...
i am bored.

SC forever no people de.
i dunno why, i just feel that our rating will drop.

Posted at
8:18 PM
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Lib's life.
Pika~!

Work work work!!!

My chionging for work officially start next week wednesday.
haha
just came home... >.<"
ok i went out of house at 2am ok!

haiz...
today why all go home sleep de...
sainz...
no pei wor :(
*hide corner cry*

ok let get back to whatever shit has happen.

Wed
morning school, then cca... tired...
then went to play pool...
sms her ask her wanna go or not... she say cannot go :(

pool, cb and giga reach first...
then i go in saw them...
then play...
then i call giga help me by something... haha he just damn blur need me to repeat the brand and type so much...

hmm...
tammy was late for 15

then nat, tiny, seoti, and ah gong reach...
haha was fun..
seoti and tiny play together more funny lor haha
and... i lost to tiny wor!!!

haiz...
although was happy, but mood just isn't right...
then we went to eat at mac, then go dunno where explore... they say wanna see something >.<"
btw, it was midnite le...
after exploring, see nothing except insect biting...

then went to the other side of the field where we have explore...
got vending machine...
then we sit there talk story...
hehe what story in the middle of the night in a ulu ulu place where only got the few of us should be the best? ghost story lor!

then we after that sit inside the car and park beside a empty house and continue story...
haha

then tiny send me home wor~
k i mean my second home... McDonald... haha
well was fun with yan hong chee ming and chrysanta...
henry and rui ting also join us today... well... haha

Thurday.
After the breakfast with yan hong, chee ming and chrys, went home surf sgf, then go sch... lol was even late for sch today haha...

k the chinatown trip was bullshit. nuff' said.

then sleep all the way til just now haha...

Posted at
4:11 AM
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Lib's life.
Pika~!

Thursday, November 01, 2007

Fking~! Cool~!~!

Wow man! today was damn happy!

first of all, went to play pool with SC members... haha was fun ^^

then... we went to somewhere saying stupid ghost story... henry was quite good in creating atmosphere wor~ haha nice story ^^

Then,
SINGLES CLUB IS NOW IN THE TOP 20 FORUM!!!
WTF~!~! unbelieveable man!!!
i was only estimating our activity rate to be around 60 or 70 at most but bit...
IT WAS 84!!! WE WENT UP BY 40!!!
WOW!!!
yea all thanks to pika hard work moderating the forum well ^^
k lah natalie also lah...
and my dearest SC members who spend night after night spamming it >.<"
I love my SC members! haha

then then, long time no go find my collik le...
lol today chrysanta join us also...
welll quite fun too ^^

hmm ok gtg school now, and yea no sleep -.-"
later then fill you people up ^^

Posted at
7:36 AM
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Lib's life.
Pika~!