Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Her

Haiz...
Everytime talk about her sure haiz de...

Well... i'm glad that at least she is doing quite fine now...

haiz...
but things dun seems to be fine for me...

I can't find any answer what to do next...
Haiz...
haiz!!!

Posted at
1:03 PM
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Lib's life.
Pika~!

My official Hibernation.

My official Hibernation start at this friday!!!
Hmm... gonna buy loads and loads of maggie liao ^^
25 packets should be enuf for a few weeks bah haha...
hmm...
what ingredient leh?
egg?
Tuna?

Ohh ya!
Instant soup cubes!!

haha

You have me suicidal suicidal
when you say there no maggie~

haha
No maggie eat shit?
of course no maggie will die larh!!!

haha

Posted at
12:59 PM
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Lib's life.
Pika~!

You have me suicidal, suicidal~

You have me suicidal, suicidal~
when you say, no ice cream~
haha

lol i keep saying this to nat haha...
She owes me a lot a lot of tube of ice cream liao wor >.<"
my da yi soooooo good >.<"

kk haha


You have me suicidal, suicidal~
when you say, i gonna fail maths~!!

-.-"
that stupid bananaboi lao shi keep singing this song until go into my head lock liao!
suicidal suicidal~
haha

suicidal~ suicidal~
haha

hmm got hear Jojo version?
She is a bitch!

suicidal~ suicidal~

Posted at
12:14 PM
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Lib's life.
Pika~!

Monday, October 29, 2007

Masked.

i am tried of wearing a mask trying to be cheerful all the time...
tired... fking tired...
haiz...

Can i return to me real old self back?
i am sick and tired of wearing that mask.
haiz... i shouldn't have make that promise to that person...
no, that person is just a special friend to me, not a love one...

but still... haiz...

frowning is tiring...
smiling is less tiring...
BUT STILL TIRING!!!

can't i go back to my old self?
that idiot who always stands alone with any emotion except for a stupid face?
that idiot who dun even to reply your greetings?

why? why can't i?
isn't that better?
i've run out of energy to wear that mask man...
seriously...

you told me socialising with people more will make me happy...
NO!

Wearing that stupid mask is tiring!

did you even realise?
i have been taking down this mask a few times this few days...

and yes, i have already run out of energy to wear it.

Haiz...
This shouldn't be the path i am walking...
This isn't my Defination of happiness...

I prefer to walk my path ALONE.
At most, with her...
That is, the real me.

Lib.

Posted at
7:14 PM
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Lib's life.
Pika~!

Sunday, October 28, 2007

Oh man!

Fk lah knn...

i just saw something agian...

cb...

fk man...

GRRR!!!

Posted at
6:49 PM
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Pika~!

Haiz...

Why does things always happen?
haiz...

Why am those surrounding me always like this?
Why am i always get influence by their heart too?
haiz...
haiz...

Lifes just sux.
yea..

yea lets change topic. drop the life thingy... i dun wanna think about life anymore...

alright.
O lvl.
TML LEH! siao liao...
my maths i din even study lor -.-"
nvm lah...
me still got next year...

and and... i change my blogskin today...
fking hell damn ugly...
crap...

well i gonna edit it soon..
i cant stand having a shit blogskin!

Posted at
6:41 PM
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Pika~!

Saturday, October 27, 2007

No used...

No used crying over her doing stupid things to myself.

Who cares?

I gonna reopen this blog ^^

hmm...

i think it's time for me to change blogskin ^^

maybe...
maybe, i should get a new link and a new title too ^^

I don't need anyone in my life!
I am enough myself alone.

Posted at
8:00 PM
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today~

Haiz...
nothing seems better...

but...

i completed 4 mahts question today ^^

haha

I hate her. I mean it... Idiot...

Whatever... I will be even more idiotic if i were to let her affect me...
haha

hmm...
shall i go...
to...
join those...
CRAZY MIDNIGHT PEOPLE LATER?

haha

today maggie was nice >.<"
Butter maggie ^^
Boil then fried type.
fried with butter ^^
Milk were add
scramble egg were cook with butter too ^^
and milk into the scarmble egg!

whakaka so nice >.<"
but took me a long time -.-"
haiz if got mash potatoes and some lettuce will be even nicer liao...

but nvm...
haha

sayonara~

Posted at
7:49 PM
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BITCH!

YOU BLOODY FKING BITCH I SWEAR I WILL FORGET YOU TOTALLY YOU KNN CCB FKER JUST GET LOST I DONT NEED YOU IN MY LIFE AND I MEAN WHAT I SAY YOU BLOODY FKER KNN...

ehem.
lib.

Posted at
2:34 PM
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Pika~!

Let's count... 3 ^^

again, no i am not crazy... i am just stress...

And yea, you are not suppose to see this!
I have close down my blog...

hmm...

when to open it again?
ask myself lor...

Please click on the cross at the top right hand corner if you see this.
Thank you.
plz respect privacy.

Posted at
1:54 AM
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Pika~!

Friday, October 26, 2007

O.O haiz...

no i am not crazy...
I am just stress...

Posted at
12:48 PM
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Lib's life.
Pika~!

Did i just bleed?

Yes i did...

Haiz...

I accidentally found the pen knife blade in the storeroom de...

Couldn't control my hands... They just went on auto mode...

well... i have been guai...
didn't do such stupid things for many months le...

haiz...

I just couldn't cope with stress...
and...
haiz...
lots of things happen in a single day...

well... after the knifing section my head seems to be lighter...

My eyes are too dry already to cry...
I just wanna bleed...

Haiz...
Dun worry lah...
me not suiciding...

Just wanna let off the steam..
^^

Posted at
2:19 AM
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Pika~!

haiz...

Deep inside.
Just like a knife.
stabbed.

Deep down inside,
nothing in sight...
Darkness...

deep deep inside...
Red liquid ran aside...
Bleeding...





My heart was lost, when yours is gone.
Our dreams were scattered, everything seems so wrong.
Tears filled pails and faces turn pale.
I'm like a hammer, who lost his nails...

Posted at
12:40 AM
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Lib's life.
Pika~!

Thursday, October 25, 2007

Maybe?

Maybe?
yea...

maybe...

that's a beautiful word isn't it?

I don't know why...
I just couldn't concentrate my studies...

Not maybe, but confirm,
I won't used this word "haiz" in this post.

what's the point of sighing?
Tiring isn't it?
maybe?

Mood.
Always affecting whatever shit i do...
yea... I hate it...
i don't know why and i doing such stupid things in this hours when i should be with my books...

But... You just affected me...
You so sad...
You make me sad too...

I can't stand friends being sad...
Cus... i will be sad too...

To all my dearest friend...
Stop being sad ok?
cheer up...
if not, i will be sad too...

be it close friend or new friends or distance friend...
Don't be sad... Cus i will be sad if you are sad...

Cheer up.
Lifes still goes on...
Maybe?
Not just maybe...
Must be...
Life will goes on...
somehow...

Lib

Posted at
11:46 PM
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Lib's life.
Pika~!

Haiz...

Common let play the haiz game again...

FK UP MOOD!

haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz...

I hate life.
End it just end like this?

Posted at
11:44 PM
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Pika~!

O's in less then 100hrs...

Haiz my paper less then 100hrs start liao and i just started my revision and only complete first 2 easiest chapters...

haiz...

can i survive thru this?
or should i just give up?

haiz...

she hate me... :(
I know it... :(
She will just hate me to the core :(
i know it... :(

haiz...

mood is always fking low man...

tml is getting back result liao...
Hope i can get a higher position in class...

only if i haven't lost my penknife...

STRESS ARH!

haiz...

taking a break from studying now...
but... i din even study much... seriously...

haiz...

Can i survive thru this?

haiz...

i wanna explode liao...

haiz...

i hate life...
yea... life sux...

How can i find a single thing that can make me happy in such situation?
haiz...

how i wish, tml is the end of the world...
then all my worries will just be buried...

haiz...

haiz...
Sayonara...

Posted at
7:34 PM
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Pika~!

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Heartz pain...

Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...
Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...
Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...
Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...
Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...
Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...
Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...
Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...
Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...

Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...
Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...
Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...

Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...

:(

Posted at
9:11 PM
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CHiong arh~

Chiong mathematics tonight...

But...

in front of computer.. -.-"

nvm at least got study a bit...

My personal tutor teaching me wor >.<"
haha tiny lao shi~!

lol

k i just spam her with loads of question...
she must hate me a lot -.-"

haha

Posted at
1:01 AM
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Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Decided.

Just one last Blank off k?

Finally...
I saw some light liao...

K time for the energetic me to be back!

WAKE UP STUPID CHONG!

i know what happen liao...
I know the question lies inside liao...

I just need to open it up now, and find an answer for this question...

Then..

I will be back ^^

haiz...
still...
haiz...
give it up lah stupid boy...

Grrr...

Let go back to my word man Stupid chong!
The one word!
ENDURE!

Posted at
9:53 PM
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Lib's life.
Pika~!

Pi pi...

PI pipipipipi pipi pipipipipipipipipipi Pip pipipi

Pipipi pipi pi pipi pipipipipi pipi

pi~

Posted at
8:28 PM
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Pika~!

Monday, October 22, 2007

Woots~ BBQ WAS FREAKING FUN!

haha finally enuf str to post liao!! haha

Thurdays, no school, stay home surf sgforums all the way~ haha

Friday... can't wait to go jeremy house! whakaka...
then finaly 6:30 liao, my dad send me there >.<"
reach there, he not at home -.-"
then wait below for him... haha
after that, he came with one of his friend...

went there, open table for MJ... TABLE WAS ROUND DE! zzz lol... so hard to play... haha
then nat and stella came... then we start our MJ!
wha i was winning a lot wor~ haha
left was huiyi,front was nat, right was jeremy...
haha
first round nia i win liao...
then 3rd round 5 tai win! haha
then keep winning and winning...
half way, tiny lao shi came and seoti went to find her... we took a break...
then eat >.<"
then continue to play...
But but... stupid jeremy play dota then i cannot concentrate play mj... -.-"
lol but i still win once leh haha...
i still remember jeremy took my tokens and huiyi tokens photo together... lol the different was so much wor~ haha

then i go play dota, nat took over my place... ^^
she lost my token away :(
lol

then play le dota first round, arron pei wo play with AI... haha
second round we lost to the AI... haiz lol...

then jeremy join us using touchpad to play dota cus there we no more mouse liao haha... he tio pwn >.<" lol

after that, ordered mac... haha 1.5 hour wor!
happy eating... ^^

then surf sgforum again... haha

then i took a 30 min sleep wake up cant sleep liao lol...
then again, SGFORUM! lol really addicted to it liao... haha

hmm i guess by that time should be around 6plus liao... which means saturday liao lah!

then surf until 7:30am plus call nat and others to wake up... haha
then went out to market to buy loads of things for bbq later... ^^

Wha the buying was a tough time man... super heavy! lol...

kk i jump to going to BBQ liao...

-jump-
lol

Around 4pm...
We went down took taxi there...
then, it was a hell time trying to reach our pit from carpark...
Thanks stupid organiser for taking such a 'wonderful' place...
anyway reach there almost flat liao...

they hungry, then i start fire...
wondering right? why am i the youngest and the one who start the first while others dunno what to do! zzz...
ok the charcoal was bad quality... ma de... machiam used glue stick many piece together...
and worst still, i am not that pro at controlling fire... luckily later more Pros came and i just throw them the Pit call them control >.<" haha

whole night was fun...
haha
smoke and drink and eat and all those stupid jokes >.<"
Long time no liddat liao lol...
haha

enjoyed myself very much >.<"

Must gib a big big thanks to my committee members especially the organiser Natelie who is having a hard time organising everything... >.<"

all right, by now after all those joke should be sunday morning liao... yea... we all no sleep...

reach home, boom... in bed lor...
sleep until night then wake up haha...
then awake for few hours, sleep again...

Monday,
Pika went to school today... so guai wor~! haha
stupid leadership program... zzz... waste of time...
haven i got enough leadership? stupid...

after recess i bring my whole class run away from the program... k my Whole class for monday was like 15 nia ok! and some already ran home!
i even manage to bring our monitress with us haha...
pro right?
lol

reach home... then came here...

well thats all folks~
see ya later~
Sayonara!

Posted at
2:24 PM
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Pika~!

Friday, October 19, 2007

wha wha wha wh ai want to spam my hand is tmd itchy!!!

I TONG BUAY TIO LIAO MY HAND TODAY DARN ITCHY I WANT TO SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!


whanohgakjlhsnalfdhf i want to spam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Posted at
4:50 PM
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Thursday, October 18, 2007

Yea~

Yea i added new thing on my blog le!

Did you notice? if you din, go dig out your stupid eyes!

That is so obvious!
haha

Posted at
12:19 AM
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Pika~!

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Mondays blues~

Today not blue leh...
CUS TODAY NO SCHOOL!
whakaka!

lol

wake up quite early today wor... nan de... 1pm -.-"
wei 1pm is early for me during holiday ok!

then surf sgforum all the way...
jx call me go his house plau mj... but but... haiz... i miss SC leh..
lol actually i gonna close thread liao wanna faster chiong~ haha

Wha we got a new and very On de member is SC liao ^^
whatever we call her tiny but she isnt tiny at all -.-"
she is a tuition teacher wor... lol send me past year paper give me... haha so good right?

hmm... what reason should i give to teacher for not coming to school for so many days?
hais dun freaking care... just say no mc tell teacher then dun talk can liao >.<" whakaka lol...

Today is a stupid day. Yea. Stupid!
Sayonara~

Posted at
12:58 AM
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Pika~!

Monday, October 15, 2007

whakaka

I edited my template again...

found any changes?

haha

yea getting better at this >.<"

Posted at
11:27 PM
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Pika~!

Sunday, October 14, 2007

Did you realise?

that i added a new navigation? haha

Posted at
11:18 PM
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Lib's life.
Pika~!

yea finish work lor~

Haha just complete my stupid tired shift...

friday, work at 8pm to 2am, then didnt sleep that night, next morning, saturday, work at 8am...

saturday from that 8am, work til 12, then go home... worst thing, fking tired, can't sleep...

saturday, sleep for 4 hours, back to work... work til almost 1am...

then didnt sleep pei yan hong and chee ming go eat... our usual routine...

went home, boom~ lie on bed can't move liao...

sunday, didnt went to grandma house today... too tired...

now... FREAKING ALERT AND NOTHING BETTER TO DO!

haiz...

study tonight?
no mood to study leh...
tml no school...

tonight not sleeping liao ^^

Posted at
11:15 PM
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Thursday, October 11, 2007

Infinite love...

Infinite love...
Is it even possible to find one?
True love...
Is it even possible to find one?
Unconditional love...
It is even possible to find one?
Everlasting love...
Is it even possible to find one?

Love...
SMLJ lai de?
Love...
Can eat or not?
Love...
a game arh?
Love...
Nice to eat or play or not?

Unconditional Love.
Unconditional love, is one who is able to love the other party without any condition... That include only caring for the other party happiness and not oneself... Unconditional love happen in a person. Not both...

Infinite Love.
Infinite love, is whereby someone give the amount of unconditional love to the maximum, thus causing infinity... It is where by both party are willing to give more then then the other party does and when this cycle appear, Infinite love will come. This love happen in both person, not alone...

Everlasting love.
It is whereby someone is able to hold on to Infinite love, and unconditional love the the maximum time period, everlasting...

True love.
Is whereby one holds on to Unconditional love, infinite love, and everlasting love...
This is True love.

Puppy love...
Stupid little si gina play de so love...

Modern Love...
Husband and wife/ bf and gf = love...

Posted at
11:37 PM
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Tuesday, October 09, 2007

The outside, Smiling.
The brain, Killing.
The heart, Crying.
Deep inside, Nothing...

A needle, Pierce.
A gun, Shoots.
A sword, Slash.
Your absence, Kills...

Posted at
3:52 PM
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Pika~!

Today last paper...

Yea last paper...

Means NPCC is coming for me...
Means trouble is coming for me again...

Haiz... I got a powerful excuse anyway... O lvl -.-"

lol

darn maple, keep on hang... fk...

today mathes fking hard... err... well cus i didnt study... -.-"
Who cares anyway?

yea yea... Great. Just great. Fkers...
My life dude. I life it myself.
I dun need any fker to come interfere with it
Fkers!

Frm today til next monday, you wont be seeing this guy call Lib in school. Yea... He will not go...
Instead, find him at his ldf... ^^

Well well... the CL gonna be back... anyone miss him?
haha... i don't miss you guys anyway... -.-" i hate that place...

See ya.

Posted at
3:42 PM
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FKing hell

as above.
Sayo

Posted at
2:49 AM
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Friday, October 05, 2007

Spamming spree!!! On Spam mode!

Lets spam today man!!

If i no reach 6000 post count i will not called pikachu anymore! i go change nick with 0 post count!!!

Woohoo~!~!~!

Spammmmmmm~~~~~~~~~~~~~

haiz...

i spamming alone... always alone... lonely spammer :(

WHO CARES?

JUST FREAKING SPAM TODAY~!~!

err...
back to wei chong -.-"
Today physic...

i ask them "easy or not? difficult arh? where got? leng leng~"
-.-" haha i know bad...
But who is that idiot who didnt study and teach you guys physic even before exam!!!

lol

back to...

SPAMMING!
Sayonara~
Pika and lib. -.-"

Posted at
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Thursday, October 04, 2007

4th oct!! My birthday!!

Kewl man~

wha so zhun all at 12 wish me wor!

And got 2 thread open for me sia... so gan dong >.<"

haha

Today morning no go sch... lazy go... recess time then reach sch -.-"

Ate in mac, went to school eat again -.-"

History paper was leng leng today... Hmm... i think A1 can bah ^^

then mommy delphain send my Bday msg so nice wor~ love you mommy! (this one is my SC de mommy not real life de -.-")

Went home, actually wanna go gj house to drink de but... sainz man all underage can't buy...
wtf

Then spend my time alone at home...

Jolene and ling juan came ^^

Know whats is our dinner?? guess!! It was unbelieveable wor!

magee... -.-"

lol then later in the night mum(real de) bought kfc gib me ^^

haha

lol play rakion today... Total Pwnage~ My skill still there wor~ so long no play le -.-"

Can't wait for the BBQ in 20th~ whakaka! S Club outing!

tml physic paper, no study haha

hmm...

gonna go sleep soon~

Sayonara~

Posted at
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Wednesday, October 03, 2007

Singles club so happening wor~

Wha i got a new family liao -.-"

My New Family tree~

Haha take a look!

This few day so active singles club!
Haha our Forum position also jump up a lot wor!
Must faster go into Top 20 ^^

I got a Ah gong, 3 aunt, 1 uncle and a mommy!

haha

But... i am the youngest there -.-"

Haiz...

Our family treasure, WHIP!

See Family whip here

Lol cool family right?

lol... going out to celevrate my Bday with them tml...
:( dardar won't be coming... haiz...

K i go study le...
Sayonara~

Posted at
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