Saturday, June 30, 2007

sad...

sad...

just feeling very sad...

i am bursting soon...
real soon...

haiz...

yesterday til now no sleep...

tired but can't sleep...

miss her.
Lib.

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Friday, June 29, 2007

happy birthday dardar

a friend, two person on good terms...
a good friend, always there for you...
a close friend, alway close with you...
a true friend, always there with you...
a girlfriend, YOU!

this one not CnP one hor... was original de!

happy birthday dar dar wor...

dun be no gloomy lah... smile leh... >.<

Saiai no hito, eikyou ni watashi wa aishiteru...
haha ^^
lib.

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living life...

haiz...

later got work...

i just wanna quit...

i wanna give up...

i want to give up... everything...

i hate life itself...

live... life... haiz...

eternal... forever... everlasting... i wanted... that... yup...

burnout
lib

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Thursday, June 28, 2007

living life...

Sama sama... everything same... haiz...

but... but......

today chinese teacher cry again... and and... i was in a small part of fault... BUT BUT, i very guai liao even not interested i do nothing in class and din even talk lor!...

today first day of our super maths day... 7 periods of maths... geez tml second day haiz...

today paper 1 mock exam for e mathematic... guess what? leng leng...
tml paper 2 which i always score better then paper 1 de...
wish i get good result even for this mock paper...

hor hor... today forget to do homework again...

haiz just now bball was like shit man...
no str play then still drag me to play the last game... then was leading by alot alot de... then last ball for us...

then suddenly, haiz... they score all the way... didnt pay seriously cus last ball mah... then lost... then all blame me.. knn
stupid tat yi and jeremy stupid idiot...

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Wednesday, June 27, 2007

CCA

Today after school cca... normal except, today i seldom scold ppl nia... cus...
NO VOICE! haiz the heng today i sick... if not more pumping and scolding liao haha...

then got jap de ppl lai wor!
the girl... >.<
the guys... -.-"

haiz dun say about it much...
stupid then we play our fancy baton drill... our number one stunt man power sia... perform super high throw de salute throw... geez...

and debrief time, our light saber, wong, 15 min became almost an hour... power right? too bad he bad in estimating time...

then come home... fk up liao...
haiz dun wish to talk much about it...

today sgf de AA got a number of new thread wor...

having an early night today, 10pm... ^^ wei chong become guai liao right? no no wei chong always was guai de... >.<

friday someone birthday wor! haiz dunno can get off that day anot leh... haiz...

k i go play rakion last match then kun liao...
bye
lib.

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dammit!

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Tuesday, June 26, 2007

New handphone!

Haha finally! the phone i always wanted! K800i

maybe cus k810i come out liao then price drop like super sharp...

lol

geez... owe my mother $325 sia...
haiz...

tml got np sia... i go there also very sain... nothing to do...
haiz...

didnt see my dar today... >.< miss her alot...

happy today!
lib

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Monday, June 25, 2007

today SCh...

haiz today reopen school...

hmm i was quite ready for it...

But still, i hate school...

everyday go there is not to study but to wait for go home time...

haiz...

after that went to play bball with frenz...

no time to find dar today... >.<

yesterday no sleep...
now damn tired...

haiz...

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Sunday, June 24, 2007

Bored!!

Sainz...

sgforum bo lang de...

2 People online at there nia...

haiz... like chatting with wall liddat...

lib.

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Opps...

haha dun care what i write below...

cus thats just rubbish...

my hand auto type itself de...

Lives life.
Lib

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This... Me...

Kk dunno for what reason feeling down now...

feeling...

haiz... i couldnt express this... haiz...

The skill that i wanted to forget... i couldnt forget it... stupid... baka... temara!

kk thats the past...

haiz i just wanna dig out that stupid thing deep deep inside my heart...

haiz... manage to overcome it by a little but... it was never overcome totally before...

haiz... deep deep... down down...

this... is it me? me? this is me...
'there is nothing you can gain, from knowing someone elses pain..."
'there is which again, i never wanted this pain..."

geez... poems... haiz dun even have much mood to think about it...

Kk now the real post start...
Hope.
This. Is. Me.
Live. Life.

my Life? i never really live for something in my life... think about a few months ago... suicide this word come to my mind like dunno how many millions time a day...

Overcome that problem by giving myself a last hope. The hope that only keep my living...
Living my life.
Live only for a better future...

chimology sia... alot people wont understand this de...
may sound good to some, But it is not a good way to live this life...

Think, everyday doing thing aimlessly... without any other thing you wanna do...
just hoping that day that everything would chance will come...

I believe This hope may come...
The problem is, will that stupid day ever come?

haiz...

Life.
Live.
We live our life. For something.
People live for a reason.
I live for none.


dammit...
i hate this feeling.
libraoct lives life...

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Friday, June 22, 2007

Dar...

Haiz my dar also PS me de...

sms her always no reply...

haiz i am feeling so alone sia...

haiz...

go watch naruto liao...

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Sick...

haiz having fever...

haiz why nowaday i so easily sick?

in the past one year at sick one time nia...

this year like 4 5 time liao...

haiz...

i hate MC...
I hate doctor...

sgForums...
Aunt Agony...
today open a chat area for AA...
haha all come come and chat together!


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Thursday, June 21, 2007

My old blog...

Finally know what happen to my olf blog le...

haha thanks xiao mayi for her help...

haiz... the problem is, cannot used ff to view it... >.<

then nvm lor... used current one...

haiz...

still love the old blog...

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second day of rusting...

wha i sleep so long til that i didnt relise it...

from yesterday around 1am liddat sleep until today 5pm...
16hours sia!

lol i really become pig liao...

haiz... miss my dar...

and also... finally, miss school...

lol guess i am really too bored til able to miss school...

'will we think about tml like we think about now?
can we survived it out there?
can we make it somehow?'

geez...
i really dun know what handphone to take liao...
haiz...
maybe go back to take w810i bah...
seems to be the currently best suitable model for me...
give up on k800i liao...

always missing her,
Lib.

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Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Rusting...

Haiz i am rusting le...

Nothing better to do at home...

haiz...

dardar today not free... Tml free mah?

Countdown:

today, wednesday...
Rust at home...

Tml, thursday...
currently free...

Friday...
Work...

sat
work...

sun...
haiz...

tired with life,
libraoct...

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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Went for that outing...

haiz to went to the stupid outing...
go there play arcade first at clementy...

haiz no mood to eat sia...
actually i eat first plate i full le...
first plate only got 2 prawn 2 nugget and one crab meat, plus a cup of drink...
haiz then i say i feeling the full in my stomach joanne look at me like dunno what liddat...
Haiz no mood eat i is liddat de mah... she though i can eat alot >.< cus that time outing i eat like dunno how many plate of rice sia... >.<

eating the second plate was torturing... haiz damn full...

then there goes my old habit again... bit ice >.<
call yan hong help me take ice then she take one big cup... lol
liana saw it though she disturb me take ice gib me nia... haha
haiz i also almost finish all the ice...
then go for a third plate, 3 prawn only...
Full like siao...

then take bus go home... haha sleep in the bus then over shoot...
yan hong and chee meng still dunno over shoot then i woke up suddenly go down the bus...
i called them then tell them they over shoot liao... haha they still dun believe me lol...
luckily not over alot if not must take bus again >.<

haiz later still got work at 11pm... haiz... i am just damn tired sia...

Haiz...
Dreaming Lib...

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Mds outing

Haiz later going to MDS outing...
then work...

wtf think i machine ahh? no need sleep ahh?

hells extend until 3am+

Reach home... NO KEYS!!! haiz... wait below my house...

now reach home... dun want to sleep le...
sleep later sure cannot wake up de...

or maybe should i jus miss the stupid outing?
just another makan outing mah... haiz...

haiz my dardar cherrysanta want to quit mac le?
No ppl pei wo liao :(
Haiz then we also got lesser chance to meet each other if you quit :(

haiz...
Life never get any better...
Libraoct.

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Sunday, June 17, 2007

Last week of holidays le...

Last week of holidays...

Monday, Play cs...
8pm work...

Tuesday...
MDS runners outing... 8am-3pm must be free...
after that...
work again >.<
joanne say i will work til late sia...

wednesday, thursday
Currently free...
dardar also free right?

friday, saterday...
nevertheless...
graveyard shift...
haiz...

Sunday...
A day to rest and prepare for school opening...

haiz...

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Life

Haiz...

whats wrong with me? been a long time...
i have not get an answer...
dunno why... suddenly think of this again...

My life...
i want an answer... for that question... "what so i live for"
currently, 'i live for a hope of better chance in the future...'

Got alot of changes with this few weeks already...
but still, got something deep inside my heart have not been open...
Promotes to crew leader...
Found her...
became mod of AA...
recieve form to go SI interview...

still... this spark make no changes in my feelings toward life...
'the world is empty'... haiz why do i have to understand this... this really make me feel miserable sia...

haiz...
Lifes...
haiz...
Now i live to find out why i live my life...

My old self still,
lib

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My dar dar

K lar i make a post for you ok dar?

lol 16june 11:30pm cherrysanta offically become my dar...

haha very happy wor!
hope we will have a everlasting relationship...

today,yesterday... haiz here come my blogging habit again... today and yesterday forever is confusing me one...

haiz after sending my dar home went to mac take a look, then stupid ruiting call me go home and come back to work...
then ok lor...

luckily come back awhile order finish packing liao... or should i say i pack those order too fast? >.<
then close the lobby...
jason call me help to wipe tray then go home so i help lor...
then he say let some other people go break first then i go home then i wait lor...
then he say wait for 4:30 then i go home i say ok lor...
then he say 5:30 i was like wtf liao >.<
thin lydia no show again >.<

geez... can't sleep...

Love my dardar...
Lib

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Saturday, June 16, 2007

Home sweet home

just came back from work...

haiz... home is still the best... isn't it?

haiz stupid chrysanta waste my time call me go down mac early wait for her to fang gong but in the end i start work liao she still haven fang gong...

Haiz...
I still love my old blogskin more leh... but the thing is that my comp to lao ya cannot view it... haiz...
boh bian used this skin now first lor...

Added songs to blog today*
haiz squall with such fast song? haiz no song suitable for background leh jus bear with this first bah...
haiz...

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Friday, June 15, 2007

Change of name for blog...

A new start, a new name...
Haiz i just change alot of thing lah...

after i happy with my 'skin' then i change the link...

hmm...

first, who want me to link them?
faster say, limited space >.< jk jk haha

Vilores is history...
The New Start begins here.
Libraoct.

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Continue Blogging...

Haiz...

guess i am just too bored...

Maybe i spend some of my time on blogging also bah...

that mean i will continue to post!

haha miss me right everyone?

anyway, let my 'gao hao' my stupid blogskin first...

the last one seems to be unsuitable... cus alot of people can view it and even i can't >.<

anyway,
i think i will used this this current template bah...
hmm... i for those html liao >.<

nvm time to learn back again... ^^

dun miss me too much guys

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Geez...

Wakaka stupid cherrysanta ask for my blog then i suddenly feel like making a post...

>.<

haiz...

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